tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13384202.post115582921297439378..comments2023-09-22T16:05:23.071+08:00Comments on My life.. and this is how I live it..: This is for you.. SJShannonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04195765274565836158noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13384202.post-1156184241982857802006-08-22T02:17:00.000+08:002006-08-22T02:17:00.000+08:00=( I am so lousy and useless. I knew this is going...=( <BR/><BR/>I am so lousy and useless. I knew this is going to be a game and yet I still persist even though I knew from the beginning I will lose. I really lost... and I still hold on to the hope that he will turn back one day. I still find excuses for him, still speak up for him when the whole world condemns him. I still want to believe he meant all that he said and did for me... God cannot save me this time... I lost everything. He took away everything when he leftAnonymousnoreply@blogger.com